Ho hO hOooO!

NO MORE PANTANG MODE!

Yeay!

Me dah habis pantang!
(Eleh...macamlah selama nie I strictly berpantangkan myself!) :P

So, apa lagi...
PROJEK MENGEMAS BILIK PUN BERMULALAH!Memandangkan kami masih lagi duduk dengan my parents, kenalah pandai-pandai menyusun hias bilik yang tak seberapa besar tue... :P
Memang I berkorban habis simpan my stuffs yg berlambak tue kat tempat lain, semata-mata nak buat 'space' for baby Rae.
We definitely need a bigger room.
(Lagi bagus kalau baby Rae ade her own room,kan?)
Sabar ya sayang...duit dah cukup nanti, baru Daddy & Mommy beli rumah! :P
She's only one month old, tapi our room dah full with her stuff!

One Month Old Baby

Sebulan berlalu.

She's finally 1 month old today.
*sob sob*
Tak sangka my baby dah besar... :)
U've been wonderful to us, sayang.
Happy Birthday.
To celebrate the special day, we decided to do this for her....Nanti dah besar. Rae boleh tengok balik... :)
Daddy did this for her princess!The official gift.

Majlis Akikah & Tahnik Rae

My PIL dengan baik hatinya sponsor seekor kambing and buat Majlis Akikah for Rae di PJ...Kebetulan kakak Anas pun baru dapat 2nd daughter, yang cuma berbeza 10 hari dengan Rae, so that majlis meraikan dua baby sekali.
Preparation sangat last minute...memandangkan both of us (Kak Eileen & moi)still dalam pantang, tak banyak persediaan 'ikut perancangan' yang dapat disediakan! :P
Nak buat preparation 'gempak-gempak' nie, mana boleh depends on the boys!!! :P My husband???Masa I beli party banner pun, dia dah tanya,"Nie nak letak di mana, Yang?"
It's oklar...yang penting, semua seronok, ramai relatives yang datang, and majlis yang Abah & Mama anjurkan, berjalan dengan lancar... :)She's soo pretty tadi...she wore her white gown yang Daddy bought for her.


Thank you Abah & Mama, for the lovely majlis!
Please enjoy the photos, yeah? :)

Strictly No Outside Food

Me masih berpantang...but sometimes keluar juga jalan-jalan with Baby Rae & her Daddy :P
(Kalau makcik-makcik di kampung tahu, sure teruk me kena marah!)
Walaupun me berpantang cara 'moden' (kononnya!), me still jaga makan, takdelah lasak lupa diri.
Badan nak pakai lama,kan? And jalan-jalan tue kan bagus untuk orang yang kena ceaser macam i??? Bolehlah luka tue cepat heal...tak ker??!Cuba tengok, betapa excitednya dia dapat keluar berjalan tadi! :P

Selamat Berpantang To Myself :)

24 days more to go...
YOU CAN DO IT, NINA!
:) :P :D

Confinement sangat-sangat menguji kesabaran...
If ada orang yang tolong jaga u, buat semua kerja rumah for u, dalam tempoh berpantang tue, I consider u LUCKY sangat! So, bolehlah u berehat puas-puas, and enjoy berpantang, orang pamper u etc.
As for me, I did all by myself!
My mom ada jugalah tolong readykan air panas untuk me mandi sometimes...
And Husband pun ada juga tolong basuh n' lipat baju bila dia free...
But to be honest, I tak ambil kesempatan nak 'dimanjakan', tak payah buat kerja all...
I uruskan baby sendiri.
Dalam keadaan sakit kesan ceaser tak baik lagi, I still bangun tengah malam menyusukan baby I.
I still jalankan tanggungjawab as wife n' anak.
I still membasuh n' mengemas.
At one point, memang 'terasa' bila diri penat sangat, but baby takde orang nak tolong jaga.
But, kasih seorang ibu itu kuat... nak nangis tak jadi, bila dukung baby,
tengok wajah baby...
SEMOGA BABY RAE JUGA SAYANG SANGAT KAT MOMMY DIA!

Aidiladha

Raya Aidiladha this year 'extra' meriah sikit since ada Baby Rae & Khaleeda!
Kak Eileen & baby keluar hospital today.
As for me & Husband, we beraya dulu di Shah Alam with my family, kemudian beraya di rumah keluarga mertua my sister di Ampang.
Yeah, me still dalam pantang and Baby Rae baru 11 days old...hehe!
(Takdelah beraya sampai lupa diri...)
Petang, baru balik PJ kejap, beraya bersama keluarga Husband, menerima kunjungan saudara mara yang nak tengok Baby Rae & Khaleeda!
And, of course diorang dapat duit raya! :P

Welcome-ing Niya Khaleeda To The World

Today, Mommy & Daddy bawa Baby Rae visit her new born cousin, Niya Khaleeda.
She is Maisara's little sister.
Kak Eileen dah selamat deliver her 2nd baby girl at Assunta Hospital.
Me & Baby Rae still dalam pantang...but confinement bored me sangat-sangat!
Anas extra care jaga us just now...
"Cannot jalan laju-laju Yang!"
"Slow...jalan macam I."

"U tak boleh makan nie..."
Lama juga nak tunggu dapat jumpa Khaleeda tadi!

2nd Date With Baby Rae

I went to the hospital (again!) today to breastfeed her...

Terubat sikit rindu bila dapat hold my baby...U, counting days, sayang?

Me too.
I can't wait to bring u home...
Baby Rae kena cepat baik, ya sayang?*Sob Sob Sob*
I want my baby in my arms right now... :(

I Can Have My Baby In My Arms Finally...

Today me sangat happy. Tak sabar-sabar bangun tidur because me nak minta jumpa baby me. I want to see her so badly, but yesterday doctor tak kasi because me baru recover, baru keluar ICU semua kan, and baby punya head pun belum baik sangat lagi. Poor baby, kepala her luka sikit ada kesan because of the suction. I'm so sorry baby. Mummy was crap at pushing! Mummy hilang energy all, sedangkan Mummy nak sangat deliver Baby Rae secara normal... :( I rasa macam bad mother, sebab tak berjaya deliver my baby secara normal... I siap menangis pandang my husband...my mom and my MIL nasib baik sangat-sangat memahami... when I requested nak ceaser, diorang sokong I, because dari 6.30am my waterbag dah pecah, risau baby lemas nanti... I puji doctor di DEMC semua... diorang tak ambil kesempatan...bila I macam give-up dah tak nak cuba push baby dah tak nak lahirkan baby secara normal, diorang tetap cuba pujuk I supaya try...but...like I said, I dah cannot push dah depends on gas jer...I penat sangat sampai cannot bercakap langsung! At 9am, I masuk OT...me half sedar, pun I dah macam kat alam lain dah...I was too tired...masa diorang tunjuk Baby Rae to me pun, I takde reaction pape... Rupa-rupanya I ade complication...doctor said, I ada dua uterus, and that's so abnormal... diorang discover masa operation tue. I lost a lot of blood... and I terpaksa dimasukkan ke ICU sebab I terlalu lemah and diorang kena masukkan 2 pints of blood type O(+ve) to ganti balik my blood yang banyak hilang...Drama kan? Yeah...my mom punyalah takut... because yelah, usually hilang darah masa beranak boleh menyebabkan.....kematian. Ish! But Alhamdulillah... berkat doa semua orang, berkat sokongan semua orang yang sanggup tunggu I dari 2am-10pm....I dimasukkan ke ward biasa after demam I dah ok semua. Bila I sedar jer...I terus minta my baby. Semua said baby tak boleh jumpa lagi...I was soo emo...I merajuk...because I risau. I actually takut anything happen to Baby Rae. So, hari ke-2 baru I dapat jumpa my baby... bayangkanlah... memang I terus sebak happy semua! Husband sentiasa ada di sisi I pujuk I ambil hati I happykan I...Ok,ok enough of sad story. Yang penting, now me and baby dah selamat...I dah tak takut pegang Baby Rae...I cuma perlu extra careful because kepala her masih sakit lagi kan....I sentiasa cuba breastfeed her...It was like, breastfeeding her with empty boobies! Susu takde...I didn't produced a lot of milk yet for Baby Rae...kesian my baby, she had to drink suppliment milk dulu. As I want to breastfeed exclusively sangat to her, I wasn't happy with the suppliment...I sentiasa berdoa and usaha urut my boobs semua supaya can produce milk for my baby...I'm the luckiest mommy on earth!

New Kid On The Block

I aimed to breastfeed my baby since day one I found out I was pregnant. Inshaallah. Dengar terlalu banyak story from the mother(s), sampai takut pun ade, but I love my baby more than anything else in this world...so, Mommy rela tahan sakit semua for u darling, as long as u dapat segalanya yang terbaik from me (and Daddy).

Last Monday, we went to Putrajaya Hospital to visit Jue & Nasrul yang (Alhamdulillah!) baru dapat baby boy, Mohd Danish Darwisy. So, dapatlar tengok how Jue breastfeed her baby...hehehe! Being a first timer pegang baby newborn, I super nervous giler okaaayyy...but soon, I juga akan dapat baby kan, must hold my own baby nanti, so baik I belajar pegang baby baru lahir from now... :)

CONGRATULATIONS JUE & NAS!
*Nina tak sabar nak baby juga!*

The Time Has Come...

Hi everyone!
Welcome to my baby's official diary.
I'm expecting her anytime soon now!

p/s: Seriously can't wait!

Keep on follow-ing ya??? :)
There will be lots n' lots of FUN updates!